Happy Holidays, love Paul, Ling, Oliver, Emily, Andrea and Booty Chen

Christmas Eve 12/24/2010

The Secret Garden is my favorite film

Someone recently asked me what my favorite movie was. I used to say Say Anything, back in high school. I like the idea of the story still, all that was on my mind was finding realness in movies, and love. But the acting, some of the side characters, and an overall dislike of the female protagonist has grown gradually over the years.
My favorite movie when I was a child and that I've always quoted growing up, and am watching right now, is The Secret Garden. Being home means that I've developed a deeper relationship with my netflix account. I remember when I first got the movie, it came with a promotional locket. That's why I've always been obsessed with lockets I think. Something secret and precious hung over the heart. And the soundtrack, I still can hum. The visual aesthetics really influenced my photography and sketches... just a really great film. So I hereby amend my answer- world. The Secret Garden

"They even had twin ivory elephants"

liz, what did you once say about acting?
hit your mark, stay in your light and do the same thing every time for continuity
see, anyone can do it.
(30 rock)

General Electric Green Initiative Commercial

I didnt know this was out until my sister was like "someone saw you on TV for this 'green' thing" lol. wait til the end: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kvQ_mqui2Bc
-"Idea Girl"





I can go out every night of the week... but it’s just a temporary high ’cause when I close my eyes
I’m somewhere with you, somewhere with you

Messing around with the guitar, really like this song.

I weigh 111.8 lbs

Dallas has been kind to me. Loved being home for a few days, got to see my dad for his birthday, worked on set a bit, got some good advice.
I have this idea of this guy in my head, and I'm going to continue working towards being like him, until I see him again. But for now, keeping focused. maybe this will help me not distracted.
Hung out with the family... Today I went to the doctors, the eye doctor as well, and an audition. Which is where I was surprised to find that I've lost a lot of weight. stress probably. anyway, cant wait to see Booty tomorrow.

daddy's don't just love their children every now and then
it's a love without end, amen

i'm just a soul who's intentions are good.
lord, please don't let me be misunderstood.

Hands down
I'm too proud, for love
But with eyes shut
It's you I'm thinking of

anything worth having is hard work. i'm just afraid to fail

Weight vs Lightness

Got a tiny role on this tv show in Dallas and am going to be able to be home for my dad's birthday!
Airborne...
"did you trade a walk on role in the world, for a lead role in a cage" ("Wish You Were Here" by Pink Floyd)

Do I want to be weighed down by things and people and work.. or be free and lonely as a bird, lighter than anything, only doing things that won't last.