love this. esp the ending. whatever it is that's been so far away... to finally just have to jump in and get swept away..

All week been sort of feeling.. powerless. Halloween is coming. got candy at work today.

I realize I look best when I feel like sh*t

bless and danny and mussels at whatever tattoo

me sipping with jenny and oscar in the back of pop burger

i confess i messed with the sign in the bathroom in my favorite indian restaurant on bleecker. sorry indian taj

"I'm not calling you a liar, just don't lie to me
I'm not calling you a thief, just don't steal from me"
-florence and the machine

I still believe in man, a wise one asked me why
Cause I just don't believe we're wicked
I know that we sin but I do believe we try
We all try, the girls try, the boys try

ONLY THE YOUNG DIE YOUNG

ONLY THE YOUNG DIE YOUNG:

via http://suicidewatch.tumblr.com/page/5

been thinking of this forever... jung, oscar wilde, every actor, all talk about these two faces. theres a male and female side. hidden and shown side. real and aspirational side. and I'm obsessed with time and watches more than debatedly lewis carroll. slightly phallic lookin. I'm thinking yes.

waiting for things that might not come.

as in: friends to call back, acting jobs, the best holiday plane ticket prices.

The other night my friend jenny (who's going through some stuff), asked if i'm ever going to settle down. It got to me; she's known me forever, and didnt know. I dont want to be like these douches who never have families or want to give of themselves to others in that way.
Also I'm getting the sniffles despite lots of vitamins and emergen-c in my water at work.. so cold out. Holidaze!

EDIT: I ate the cookies.
Robert Downey Jr: "It's like I've got a shotgun in my mouth with my finger on the trigger, and I like the taste of the gun metal."
Originally:
Eating sunflower seeds in vanilla yogurt, and concord grapes for breakfast. (I couldve eaten halloween cookies but thought better of it)
Lying in bed, typing into the macbook air, about to watch some ally mcbeal...