I'm so annoyed and have all this bad energy just sitting here right now. I know I should do something get it out, shower, maybe. uuugh but there's a certain pleasure out of knowing one can be almost blindingly frustrated with everything for no reason.

i'd like to redeem myself.

(Clip from Pandoras Box)

Last night was the screening of "A Good Friday" a short film I starred in, that showed at Tribeca Cinemas, as part of Big Apple Film Festival... At the risk of not being humble for a second- I was so honored to meet Loui and he and the whole team were great, loved how it came out... we started off the series, followed by a short with John Heard, the next had Sean Astin and some other names... it was so cool to see them in things I might not have seen otherwise.

I had an idea earlier in the evening.. I'm an older rich guy on the subway, who sees a homeless guy asking for change. When he leaves, he turns to the guy and we're alone and I give him $100 and say something profound like the man who gives Jean Valjean the candlesticks to turn his life around in Les Miserables... The homeless guy thinks of all the good things he could do with the money, but in the end does something self destructive and dies.

love this. esp the ending. whatever it is that's been so far away... to finally just have to jump in and get swept away..

All week been sort of feeling.. powerless. Halloween is coming. got candy at work today.

I realize I look best when I feel like sh*t

bless and danny and mussels at whatever tattoo

me sipping with jenny and oscar in the back of pop burger

i confess i messed with the sign in the bathroom in my favorite indian restaurant on bleecker. sorry indian taj

"I'm not calling you a liar, just don't lie to me
I'm not calling you a thief, just don't steal from me"
-florence and the machine

I still believe in man, a wise one asked me why
Cause I just don't believe we're wicked
I know that we sin but I do believe we try
We all try, the girls try, the boys try

ONLY THE YOUNG DIE YOUNG

ONLY THE YOUNG DIE YOUNG:

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