Must be Nice.

I just love the original of this song... and find this cover video so sad. If ever there was a reason to not do drugs- it's this. Obviously talented guy...
http://youtu.be/8fcsDuq8iE8


(the original)
must be nice, having someone you dont have to show ,they know exactly where it hurts.... trust you, despite what they've heard. http://youtu.be/GkpN3uiZ-Ew

Good people always find each other

this weekend.
saturday i couldnt wait to wake up. did some design work, had good thai food.. went to see 'crash' at museum of the moving image and felt like i didnt get to see/ do / talk as much as i wanted. i just want to be thought of as a rocket ship too.
sunday i went to film biz prop shop with shirley and got two coats and a sofa cover that i really like its blue and a soft velvet.
On the subway, she says to be careful not to change myself for anyone. i say don't worry, people don't really change much, even if they want too. she says i've never met anyone like you.

wingbowl 2012. kobayashi won.
got back today and hung out with jenny and effie. they're cool. jennys clothes are at this store end of century.. last night there was a performance artist shelley that plays for bjork or something, was ambient almost churchlike, prolonging the sounds as much as one can individually and still interest.

gesso'd some canvases

damaging doug

phillie mummers

I've noticed pretty people are more hurt when they don't get things handed to them. But you know why they think life should be easier? Experience.

was looking up when i got my glasses, and found this from Oct 1....
"Saturday i ate at veselka (salmon latka something and borchst with beef), got glasses at fabulous fannies, cheesecake and spogiaghetti (?) at venieros, and hung out in belchertown brooklyn, where eating is always strange and healthy...
I think people stress the most about things they can't control- precisely for that reason... there are definitely moments where I look at a person and go soft... I look at objects and the rain and friends and my heart catches."

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I was just doing some thinking. I'm glad you're happy. It's pretty hard to just be happy. I think you just have to decide it. I bet tightrope walkers are happy in the moment. Maybe they're not thinking about anything. And isn't that what happiness is all about?

beauty isnt just a person's face.
it's seeing everything they touch become beautiful too.
the care they put into the world makes you want to be in it more.

i was taught as a child that the only real way to enlighten anyone (in that case to God's word) is to just live your life and let people see.

Who knows if things have a good chance of working out. If a person has a higher chance of leaving, or hurting you, doesn't that just make it more beautiful when they don't? And at this point, if you're already attached, then there's not much of a choice but to embrace it.

made a visual mixtape

Was in philly this weekend planned a trip to celebrate Jenny's birthday and it was really fun. Pics soon
Worked today had halal food and leftover ice cream from last night for lunch. Had dinner at Wendy's tonight after work and came home just now. Saw straight nick walking out of the building with some fashiony dressed blonde girl. My super joe did say he would see him with lots of girls. I want to buy more protective clothing. Smartwool maybe, its so cold lately