25th birthday. french roast.

 

Saturday I went to the hardware store and got some moving-in type tools & key covers. Then went to Time Warner to get a modem/router. Met up with Barry who I used to work with at 1stdibs. Talked about the future, etc. Discovered Crest Hardware. Met up with Bless in Union Square and we bought matching cachet sketchbooks lol. Really happy for how things are for her right now.

It's Sunday, the rain's pretty much gone. Goin grocery shopping for the first time since coming back (about time!) and finally enjoyin my wifi.

I got back Wednesday night. Nick was there to meet me.

Thursday it felt so good to get coffee and a bagel and walk around again. That feeling of just wandering through my neighborhood was the best. had an audition and filmed. Katy slept over.

Friday had job interviews and filmed an audition tape. Met Jenny at MoMa and saw the Claus Oldenburg exhibit of fake food and I watched part of 'Man to Man'. 

One of my favorite things is to go to the MoMa film screenings alone for some reason it's really soothing and there's no reception and its underground, you can just sort of faintly feel the rumble of the subway sometimes.

it's funny, i've cared SO MUCH about things in the past, but it all fades away in the end. Almost everything I've cared about really.

"you better be right and be last before you be wrong and be first boy" -the paperboy

may your neighbors respect you,

trouble neglect you

angels protect you

and heaven accept you

"shot for me" by drake

Been packin.

"'Frances Ha' is a movie about accepting things as they are, rather than making yourself miserable trying to attain a dream that might not be right" -forbes.com

Take Heart: think with your heart...

Take Heart: think with your heart...:

“There is no safe investment. To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly be broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket - safe, dark, motionless, airless - it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. The alternative to tragedy, or at least to the risk of tragedy, is damnation. The only place outside Heaven where you can be perfectly safe from all the dangers and perturbations of love is Hell.”
― C.S. Lewis, The Four Loves 

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