I get so frustrated sometimes wanting to just understand everything around me. I try so hard to experience everything. I want to be bold and unafraid to fall down and try anything, but I'm afraid that if I keep throwing myself into learning about everything that I'll just be overwhelmed by it all and just combust. So what do I do? Should I just sit back and process the things that happen to me and seek to just understand those events in real time? Or rush into experiences so that I can get in as much of life as I can?