I've noticed pretty people are more hurt when they don't get things handed to them. But you know why they think life should be easier? Experience.

was looking up when i got my glasses, and found this from Oct 1....
"Saturday i ate at veselka (salmon latka something and borchst with beef), got glasses at fabulous fannies, cheesecake and spogiaghetti (?) at venieros, and hung out in belchertown brooklyn, where eating is always strange and healthy...
I think people stress the most about things they can't control- precisely for that reason... there are definitely moments where I look at a person and go soft... I look at objects and the rain and friends and my heart catches."

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I was just doing some thinking. I'm glad you're happy. It's pretty hard to just be happy. I think you just have to decide it. I bet tightrope walkers are happy in the moment. Maybe they're not thinking about anything. And isn't that what happiness is all about?

beauty isnt just a person's face.
it's seeing everything they touch become beautiful too.
the care they put into the world makes you want to be in it more.

i was taught as a child that the only real way to enlighten anyone (in that case to God's word) is to just live your life and let people see.

Who knows if things have a good chance of working out. If a person has a higher chance of leaving, or hurting you, doesn't that just make it more beautiful when they don't? And at this point, if you're already attached, then there's not much of a choice but to embrace it.

made a visual mixtape

Was in philly this weekend planned a trip to celebrate Jenny's birthday and it was really fun. Pics soon
Worked today had halal food and leftover ice cream from last night for lunch. Had dinner at Wendy's tonight after work and came home just now. Saw straight nick walking out of the building with some fashiony dressed blonde girl. My super joe did say he would see him with lots of girls. I want to buy more protective clothing. Smartwool maybe, its so cold lately

if I keep helping people who've hurt me, maybe I can figure out how to fix myself.

so this is kind of cute, tommy strauss was part of the new keanu reeves documentary "side by side", and got to use some footage from "little christine". i havent seen the whole thing yet so i dont know how much is being used, but we're in the trailer 00:32
http://www.facebook.com/sidebysidethemovie
http://sidebysidethemovie.com/

A possible explanation for why women seem to want more cuddling than men is that females tend to get more physical contact from their friends and parents during their upbringing than males do; men may simply not know the pleasure that they’re missing. Also, high oxytocin levels are so pleasing, that they are addictive. Woman may just want more of this ‘drug’ that they have become so accustomed to at younger ages. And, yes, just like with any other drug, there are withdrawal symptoms, depression, for example, when suddenly deprived of it (Crenshaw).

sometimes I wonder if you realize how much you love me.