my friend jenny was asking me this morning, about a quote she'd seen about treating people the way they should in turn act.
i think we do ask people to fit into already preset roles and expectations, instead of who they might really be. but there's a reason we have those needs, specifically, and given to us since we were perhaps children. because without people acting a certain way, that's good for us, it could hurt us, and possibly has.
last night, was feeling down. went to the theatre, then dinner with wynton jenny and mark mckinnon from freshman year.

when i was younger. http://youtu.be/CGhy7gzJgDo

I dreamed I'm at mikes door about to go in hes in front and keeps looking around like he's checking for something I ask do u have mice he murmurs something And turns around his head is a giant snake and his mouth is all stretched out with the fangs out about to eat me.

last night i went to this swing dance valentines thing at bogardus mansion, then tribeca grand to hang out with jenny and effie.

me: oh, i dunno if i told you, but garam's engaged
2:04 PM been a little sad about it
Emily: really?
so fast!
me: yea...
Emily: seriously?
me: thats what ive been telling all my friends. Im not jealous, just sad, and it seems fast
Emily: huh
but in any case kudos for being strong about it
me: thanks
yea just tryng to stay busy
went to some events last night, got pictures taken looking really happy
ironic really
2:07 PM Emily: nah i get that

Must be Nice.

I just love the original of this song... and find this cover video so sad. If ever there was a reason to not do drugs- it's this. Obviously talented guy...
http://youtu.be/8fcsDuq8iE8


(the original)
must be nice, having someone you dont have to show ,they know exactly where it hurts.... trust you, despite what they've heard. http://youtu.be/GkpN3uiZ-Ew

Good people always find each other

this weekend.
saturday i couldnt wait to wake up. did some design work, had good thai food.. went to see 'crash' at museum of the moving image and felt like i didnt get to see/ do / talk as much as i wanted. i just want to be thought of as a rocket ship too.
sunday i went to film biz prop shop with shirley and got two coats and a sofa cover that i really like its blue and a soft velvet.
On the subway, she says to be careful not to change myself for anyone. i say don't worry, people don't really change much, even if they want too. she says i've never met anyone like you.

wingbowl 2012. kobayashi won.
got back today and hung out with jenny and effie. they're cool. jennys clothes are at this store end of century.. last night there was a performance artist shelley that plays for bjork or something, was ambient almost churchlike, prolonging the sounds as much as one can individually and still interest.

gesso'd some canvases

damaging doug

phillie mummers