i wonder if i'll ever get it right.
bought a bike today, from a guy named angel.

bones, sweat, pus, cat litter. (things about being at home that i dont like. and when it gets warmer out these things become more apparent)

design job, auditioning, and now I'm taking over my friends bartending job at red egg on centre st. need more hours in the week. but then i'd probably do things with the extra days anyway so it's no use.

my brother's coming to town april 10-14 and I'm so excited.

now i didnt like lana del ray because the first time i saw her was on the awkward bad snl appearance she did. but i heard 'blue jeans' this morning. and i like.

Cause Ima ride or die
Whether you fail or fly

There were frozen chocolate banana slices for dessert today, on the table. I came upon one left on the plate, with my coworker jason right behind.
I said, "here, do you want the last one?"
He said "sure" and stuck out his hand
Very slowly, I picked it up, and almost gave it to him... and then licked it, so it was mine.
I apologized, it was all laughs, there was another bag in the fridge. but instinctively I think I might be a bully, if it weren't for having a conscience after.

planned obselescence

was a term we learned back in art school about companies in the U.S. like Apple who made products to intentionally degrade over time. quantity over quality, a company over the consumer's best interests, etc.
i was thinking of having it apply to more things in life though. like growing up. like the ending of adolescence.

the wise man knows he doesnt have all the answers.

happy st patrick's day

did you know they sell green bagels here, in the deli's, today?

I was working at the greeting card company and 1st dibs all week, working tomorrow all day too... woooot. i made this for breakfast tuesday. one of the best things about 1st dibs is the food.

started this for effie today. you should see the originals. im not a bragger, but...

a person had the most awesome youtube comment underneath this music video
http://youtu.be/kHL3Co5awW8
I see you leaning, you're bound to fall,
I don't want to be that mistake

this shirt i wore is supposed to say los angeles gun club but instead it says angel club.

bakery near my place i want to remember.
10th st and greenwich ave.
french jewish owners.

I post this song every year, during this time. I dont know why I remember it. it's perfect.
No way November will see our goodbye
When it comes to December it's obvious why
No one wants to be alone at Christmas time
And come January we're frozen inside
Making new resolutions a hundred times
February, won't you be my valentine?

And we'll both be safe 'til St. Patrick's Day

why you cant love bad people. because they dont understand. so how could they appreciate it.

"So spake the Cherub; and his grave rebuke, Severe in youthful beauty, added grace Invincible: Abashed the Devil stood, and felt how awful goodness is, and saw Virtue in her shape how lovely; saw, and pined His loss" (The Crow, but really miltons paradise lost)

Effie's Band photoshoot

Watched the Bill Cunningham documentary, read a little bit, looked up bikes to get. I'm thinkin a schwinn.
Had fun at Shangri-la studios in greenpoint bk. Pnkyswr. nice space. the tripod.
I really miss my brother lately. I gotta go to London and he has to come here, soon. where a bunk bed is always here for him.

hook up or hang out but do not do both unless the person loves you.
job fills your needs, and spend the rest of the time the way you want too.
lately i do exactly what i like. eat what i want. get respect.
it's good.