it's funny, i've cared SO MUCH about things in the past, but it all fades away in the end. Almost everything I've cared about really.

"you better be right and be last before you be wrong and be first boy" -the paperboy

may your neighbors respect you,

trouble neglect you

angels protect you

and heaven accept you

"shot for me" by drake

Been packin.

"'Frances Ha' is a movie about accepting things as they are, rather than making yourself miserable trying to attain a dream that might not be right" -forbes.com

Take Heart: think with your heart...

Take Heart: think with your heart...:

“There is no safe investment. To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly be broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket - safe, dark, motionless, airless - it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. The alternative to tragedy, or at least to the risk of tragedy, is damnation. The only place outside Heaven where you can be perfectly safe from all the dangers and perturbations of love is Hell.”
― C.S. Lewis, The Four Loves 

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excited to come back to ny.

love her.

you will never see me eat a raw apple. my throat and lips swell.but i cut an apple up today, sprinkled some cinnamon on it, and put it in the toaster oven at 200 degree for 20 min. and i was able to eat and enjoy it.