I miss my book of Walt Whitman..

"Trippers and askers surround me,

People I meet, the effect upon me of my early life or the ward and city I live in, or the nation,
The latest dates, discoveries, inventions, societies, authors old and new,
My dinner, dress, associates, looks, compliments, dues,
The real or fancied indifference of some man or woman I love,
The sickness of one of my folks or of myself, or ill-doing or loss or lack of money, or depressions or exaltations,
Battles, the horrors of fratricidal war, the fever of doubtful news, the fitful events;
These come to me days and nights and go from me again,
But they are not the Me myself."

"People come into your life and people go. But it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. And if you're very lucky, a plane ride away."

Happy Easter :)



I made emily a painting for her 13th birthday!

and I'm coming home in 34 days yayay

Freud to Marie Bonaparte, "The great question that has never been answered and which I have not been able to answer, despite my thiry years of research into the feminine soul, is 'What does a woman want?' "

I'm making a cradle for 3D. out of wood! (pics below)
can't wait to come home in a month :D



just cut! now i just need to paint the orphans on one side, and glue / nail it together.

Spring Break

Everyone I know lately is dealing with trust issues. From new friends that you find you can't trust (like this guy I used to talk to in my drawing class who I found stealing my bristol paper the other day), to old friends you're afraid to lose (or really, your old friends being afraid of losing their old friends)... it's been stressful this winter.

psst I plan on running away very soon. just for a short time.
At the very least I'm going to be spending the rest of today avoiding the 12 degree weather. I'll eat my coconut ice cream and pita chips and sleep. :)

i had to make a cardboard glove tonight for 3d class..

Breathe peace

It took today for me to realize that I need to step back and chill. get the work that needs doing done. but then remember to step back and breathe.

This weekend was nice... I was kind of bummed about a hellofa week, so Tiffany took me out to dinner and ice cream on Friday night, and then Katha and Nick came over with pizza and juice and we had pillow talk. Saturday I did a lot of hw and saw The Magic Flute with Katha, at the Met Opera House. and it was free. lol. Sunday I spent the whole day with this guy I love. And as for the past few weekdays, let me just say, that I can't wait for Spring Break and the end of classes.

I had a pretty pretty bad day recently. That evening though, I received some much needed juice and reassurance and it made the whole day seem not so bad.