teddy.

design job, bartending, auditions.

life is like sitting in a doctors office waiting to go in.
(just want the doc to tell me what's wrong with me. how to fix it. what to do with myself).

frank ocean wrote this:

polaroids

comiccon

http://www.amazon.com/Illusions-The-Adventures-Reluctant-Messiah/dp/0440204887 

I think i know why everyone is so obsessed with love, and will prioritize the person they think deserves it over anyone or anything else.
I think it ties into our fear of death, and if you think about how it's the only way to (that we know of for sure) live forever. makes sense.
I've been working pretty hard. Makin friends. spending time with some old girlfriends I havent seen in a while.

old felicity episodes. janeane garofalo says "is it easier to count on someone. or be the person being counted on"

my desk

"The Cider House Rules"

I was reading "The Cider House Rules" description on wiki, and what I do not want is the wiki description of the book about how Wilbur, before falling in love with someone else's woman for 15 years, had a 'relationship of circumstance' with a girl at the orphanage growing up.

I love the part in the movie when they burn the rules. The same scene applies to so much outside the movie. The 'rules' are written by people who don't live in the Cider House.