someone who works with me at the bar was telling me how he shares all his money with his girlfriend. they just put in all they have. he has a tattoo of her initials on his forearm. they're so happy. he's 24. he said life is better with another person.
i said i'm better alone because i havent been ready, and when it's right it'll be the most amazing right thing. but i dont want to be with myself half the time, how can i expect anyone else to want too. i want to travel and be better than I am right now, and when i'm the most awesome i can be, that's when i want it to happen.

also I lost my phone yesterday and i'm kind of okay with trying to live without it for now. i suspended it.